Tuesday, December 7, 2021
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Today dec7 2021 , people say it's gets better over time but honestly the feeling gets worse , but I have a lot to be thankful for . Mom is still drowning she has lost 2 other spouses but nothing compares to the pain in losing you . We still talk about you all the time. Like if you never left. I can say I've came a long way. I have a great job I make 21hr I have a car & a steady house hold that I pay rent at . I have a beautiful girlfriend that I'm thinking of making her my wife even know she's a pay in my ass lol , idk sometimes I feel like I'm finishing your foot steps but anyways you have Another Granddaughter her name is Aaleyah Coleman & she's 3 ! She's has such a personality she loves to sing , she's working on back flips, she fights me everyday lol she know sign language her abcs and her name , and we have been on her about keeping her teeth right because I know how big you were on that topic.! I Don't know how you would of seen me today because I've a transman know , I don't know if you would of still loved me as your kid , that kinda ways on me but I deal with it . Grandma mistakes me for you all the time . Grandma has a little bit of dementia & can barely walk but boy let me tell you pops I walked to her house from Thornton right , and we walked to the bank man she was not wanting to walk , she was on the move running and everything , I was literally on the ground laughing , I'm pretty sure you were to up there or one time I lost her I. The store for 30 mins come to find out she was putting all the groceries in the car lol Anyways pop I Love you ! Don't mean to make this a little sad but just needed to talk to you See you soon in Thugs Paradise! -missy "Aj"
